Ahhhhhh...Sleepeazy. What the hell is "sleepeazy"? Click. The remote control of my i-pod dock makes that sound every time I press the next button. Actually, not just the next button. Any button on it makes that click sound. Odd. I'm smiling by the realization of that. Hahaha! Oh! A song from American Pie. How does it go again? Oh right..."so don't come say you're coming back for me don't mean nothing I'm always getting over you." Always getting over you? Always??? Weird lyrics. Next song. Click. Hmmm...a song by MYMP. My dad's finally home! Gosh, it took him 2 hours to just buy 2 phone cards for me? I bet he leisurely wandered at the mall. Is leisurely even the right word? Hmmm..oh whatever! Here comes my dad... "$2.50 lang yan." Damn it. He got me 2 phone cards worth $2.50 each. I wanted 2 $5 phone cards. Ugh! Whatever, better than nothing. I should go to the mall some time this week to buy phone cards. I miss talking to my friends in the Philippines. I wonder when will be the best time to call ELaine. I've been calling her for at least 10 times since 2 days ago but she doesn't pick up her phone. Damn it. I miss her. What to do...what to do... I'm so bored!!! I know I have to study for my finals this week but my brain doesn't seem to process every word written on my Psychology textbook. Am I losing the ability of comprehension? Oh God please no. Mori. This is the title of the song my i-pod's playing right now huh...the Spanish for dead. It's saddening that humans will die eventually. Sometimes I wish immortality exists. That way people have all the time in the world to do whatever they want. Pero...won't people take it for granted and therefore won't be able to appreciate the so-called life? Click...click...click. Ugh! Why can't I find the song that suits my current mood? Hold on a sec...what exactly is my mood right now? Hmmm...what's the word...ah! Nostalgic! I'm feeling nostalgic. I miss everything that happened to me during those years I stayed in the Philippines. Oh God I think this is just not nostalgia. I'm homesick! Oh boy I don't feel good. Lying down on my belly for a couple of minutes makes me feel like there is something stuck in my throat! Ahhh..that feels much better. But writing while lying on my back is hard. Haha! I always make a big deal out of small matters. Stupid Ruby. Oh no not stupid but instead, silly. Yes, I'm silly. Ok so what now? Should I start studying again? Maybe my brain will cooperate this time. Argh!! My bladder's about to burst. I guess I should stop writing down the thoughts in my mind. Ah I know! Maybe I should post this this on my dying blog or perhaps the right term is abandoned rather than dying. Haha!



I decided to free write 30 minutes go since I couldn't focus on studying. It actually helped me lessen the stress I feel right now :D Maybe I should free write more... XD

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Ahhhhhh...Sleepeazy. What the hell is "sleepeazy"? Click. The remote control of my i-pod dock makes that sound every time I press the next button. Actually, not just the next button. Any button on it makes that click sound. Odd. I'm smiling by the realization of that. Hahaha! Oh! A song from American Pie. How does it go again? Oh right..."so don't come say you're coming back for me don't mean nothing I'm always getting over you." Always getting over you? Always??? Weird lyrics. Next song. Click. Hmmm...a song by MYMP. My dad's finally home! Gosh, it took him 2 hours to just buy 2 phone cards for me? I bet he leisurely wandered at the mall. Is leisurely even the right word? Hmmm..oh whatever! Here comes my dad... "$2.50 lang yan." Damn it. He got me 2 phone cards worth $2.50 each. I wanted 2 $5 phone cards. Ugh! Whatever, better than nothing. I should go to the mall some time this week to buy phone cards. I miss talking to my friends in the Philippines. I wonder when will be the best time to call ELaine. I've been calling her for at least 10 times since 2 days ago but she doesn't pick up her phone. Damn it. I miss her. What to do...what to do... I'm so bored!!! I know I have to study for my finals this week but my brain doesn't seem to process every word written on my Psychology textbook. Am I losing the ability of comprehension? Oh God please no. Mori. This is the title of the song my i-pod's playing right now huh...the Spanish for dead. It's saddening that humans will die eventually. Sometimes I wish immortality exists. That way people have all the time in the world to do whatever they want. Pero...won't people take it for granted and therefore won't be able to appreciate the so-called life? Click...click...click. Ugh! Why can't I find the song that suits my current mood? Hold on a sec...what exactly is my mood right now? Hmmm...what's the word...ah! Nostalgic! I'm feeling nostalgic. I miss everything that happened to me during those years I stayed in the Philippines. Oh God I think this is just not nostalgia. I'm homesick! Oh boy I don't feel good. Lying down on my belly for a couple of minutes makes me feel like there is something stuck in my throat! Ahhh..that feels much better. But writing while lying on my back is hard. Haha! I always make a big deal out of small matters. Stupid Ruby. Oh no not stupid but instead, silly. Yes, I'm silly. Ok so what now? Should I start studying again? Maybe my brain will cooperate this time. Argh!! My bladder's about to burst. I guess I should stop writing down the thoughts in my mind. Ah I know! Maybe I should post this this on my dying blog or perhaps the right term is abandoned rather than dying. Haha!



I decided to free write 30 minutes go since I couldn't focus on studying. It actually helped me lessen the stress I feel right now :D Maybe I should free write more... XD