I've heard the sentence "I have to find myself" or "I have so many things to do in my life" countless times. But why is it that everytime someone uses those words to me, it never fails to stab straight to my heart?


That night, when you said those words to me, I tried to keep it cool acting like I don't care at all. But the truth is, I was trying my best not to show any weaknesses to you. I secretly hoped that maybe the next day you will change your mind. That maybe, you will want to work things out with me. But it was just my wishful thinking. That hope vanished in a blink of an eye.


You said before that we don't get each other. That my opinion or my way of thinking differs from yours. My mind was set that I will enjoy my life with you on my side. I felt that as long as your standing beside me, whatever life offers me I will be fine. It's because I know, that there will always be you who will never leave my side. However, for you I guess it is not the same. I just don't have a role on the "things you want to do in your life". You're right. You and me were never on the same boat. So, now it's time for me to let go of you. The past 2 years and 5 months I spent with you was worthwhile.

Thank you.

There's not much to know about me other than I love to play online games. Otherwise, I'm just your typical normal girl.

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I've heard the sentence "I have to find myself" or "I have so many things to do in my life" countless times. But why is it that everytime someone uses those words to me, it never fails to stab straight to my heart?


That night, when you said those words to me, I tried to keep it cool acting like I don't care at all. But the truth is, I was trying my best not to show any weaknesses to you. I secretly hoped that maybe the next day you will change your mind. That maybe, you will want to work things out with me. But it was just my wishful thinking. That hope vanished in a blink of an eye.


You said before that we don't get each other. That my opinion or my way of thinking differs from yours. My mind was set that I will enjoy my life with you on my side. I felt that as long as your standing beside me, whatever life offers me I will be fine. It's because I know, that there will always be you who will never leave my side. However, for you I guess it is not the same. I just don't have a role on the "things you want to do in your life". You're right. You and me were never on the same boat. So, now it's time for me to let go of you. The past 2 years and 5 months I spent with you was worthwhile.

Thank you.